Boys are stupid

get smart,

mj

I'm heavy like sugar,

My eyes are puffy tonight, again.

No words come to mind, to describe my state of affairs at the moment. Too many emotions. And soon enough, this will all pass too.

All I want is to be myself. And not feel like I have to explain myself. And never feel sorry for who I am.

That is all,

mj

P.S. And for Shinjie to live forever with me.

Don't forget to breathe -

Do puffer fish puffer up because/when they detect threat? I haven't done any researching of my own on that, I was just curious.

My eyes puff up like stupid when I squeeze a tear or two out. Okay, maybe more than that, but still. I always crack myself up when I wake up the next morning and find myself staring at the monstrosity that is me. What a mess I am.

I had a good weekend. A lazy good weekend. Perhaps too lazy, considering my week ahead is filled with three examinations. But it was worth it. I'll remind myself of all the fond moments that made up my past weekend when I'm busting my bum to catch up on studying that I missed out.

Random thought: I need a haircut desperately.

Another random thought: I love my mom. A whole lotta love.

Uber tired,

mj

I don't lie -

Period.

mj