I'm heavy like sugar,

My eyes are puffy tonight, again.

No words come to mind, to describe my state of affairs at the moment. Too many emotions. And soon enough, this will all pass too.

All I want is to be myself. And not feel like I have to explain myself. And never feel sorry for who I am.

That is all,

mj

P.S. And for Shinjie to live forever with me.