I'm thankful for ...

It's not Thanksgiving or anything. But I've just been having the most blessed days of my life that I can't help but stop to reflect on all of the wonderful and amazing parents, boyfriend, brother, puppy, and friends that fill me up with so much love and support in everything I do.

So, Thank you. I can only hope that my future days will be lived to emulate what you've shown me, given me.

from the deepest place in my heart,

mj

p.s. I love you, mommy! Happy belated mother's day <3

Life commences,

*AACOMAS apps are open.
*MCAT date is tentatively set.
*Summer job begins.

I am doing alright.

:)

mj

Sentimental air becomes so thick,

I can't wait to breathe again. Although, I couldn't really compare this semester with any others; it has been the most demanding, yet the most tolerable one yet. It's all thanks to my supportive souls, life wouldn't be bearable without you. It's just that time really has been passing by at an incredible speed, I can't seem to grasp the idea that my college years are coming to a close so soon.

I guess it'll soon be time for another chapter of my life to unfold, and my preparedness and willingness will determine the outlook of it all.

So am I ready?

I've got my guns blazing. What's up, chulo?

mj

Be done, be gone!

MCB4414 = done-zo. Ciao! To say that I'm done with that class forever is so liberating, hated studying microbes.
Next is embryology and clinical malformations = ready-eddy! After that and I'm half-way through my final examinations.

Trying not to flip out over the interview at 3pm,

mj

Boys are stupid

get smart,

mj

Skill up!

Finals week = teh suck.
Could there be more of an inappropriate time for me to be playing around with my slr and photoshop? /slap
Oh well. Deal with it, life!

At least the projects are turning out well! :) Wahahahaha!
The one published here is of my boyfriend and his two puppies, enjoying their pool. It's mah first photoshop proj! Havoc's got some serious death face going on, and Photon...well, Photon is just chill 24/7.

creatively yours,

mj

Encephalgia,

When we could all be getting along.

Put your sirens on,

mj

Home,

Doesn't feel like home anymore.

No one cares anymore.

But I'm still here, shouldn't that matter to these people?

Out,

mj

It's been a while,

Life's been crazy; good, ugly, lovely, happy and sad, busy.

And what a crazy time it will be next month; there is a birthday lined up every week of July, also a national holiday, and my family will be moving into a new house. Oy vey! 

Hopefully by around this time next year, I'll be a college graduate *:)

The boyfriend and I are [secretly?] planning to move out together to wherever I end up with my medical school acceptance. I am mortified of how my parents and the rest of my extended family will cope with such proposal but I'm determined to declare ourselves independent from everybody. I'm not afraid of being shamed or my parents feeling ashamed, because I know love will persevere. In every sense of the word. 

My happiness, and my love to the one man I want to be with for the rest of my love, and my future. Shouldn't that be enough? Shouldn't that be the answer? Shouldn't that be the end-all-be-all?

[le sigh] Well, it is in my book.

Life is crazy, let me tell you.

Hmmm, it seems to be storming outside. Everyone complains about the unpredictable weather, but I kind of like the summer showers that come and go here in Florida. If we can't have seasons, we might as well have some fun with the sun and the rain, no?

Ah well. Time to get pushing with my medical terminology studies now.

Lots of sunshine and love,

mj

. happy new year

I'm starting off 2009 with the same special someone.

He feels like home, every time =)

More love for you than you'll ever know,

mj

I can't -

I can't wait.

We'll vanish together.

I can hardly wait.

I'm happily looking forward to the future for the first time in a while.

<3.

mj

Wake UP.

I don't understand why you're still caught up in the ways that you are. It sickens me to the core.

You're no god, you're not perfect. In the end, you're just another face in the crowd.

Fuck.

mj

Early Birthday, Early Thanksgiving, Early Christmas

=)

Wonderful times were to be had this past weekend with family and friends. Love them all with all of my heart. <3

I am the luckiest girl alive,

mj

Christmas Time is Near <3

Have you been good this year?

mj

Armistice Day

Thank You - to the heroes all over the world, big and small.

With gratitude,

mj

Color me,

Happy November! :)

I've much to write on here about what's been going on with my life, but it seems I must make better use of my time today.

Tomorrow is a big day for Americans. Wish I could vote, but it remains that I am still an alien. I just hope that all the new & young voters make well-informed decisions at the ballot tomorrow, and really take each candidate's proposals into consideration.

I thought it was quite humorous when I ran into these signs put up by the McCain/Palin campaigners on campus :p I told my boyfriend about them, and he had asked me to take pictures for him.

Vote, it's the right thing to do,

mj

I'm heavy like sugar,

My eyes are puffy tonight, again.

No words come to mind, to describe my state of affairs at the moment. Too many emotions. And soon enough, this will all pass too.

All I want is to be myself. And not feel like I have to explain myself. And never feel sorry for who I am.

That is all,

mj

P.S. And for Shinjie to live forever with me.

Girl, put your records on -

It's one of those days I'm totally feelin' good about myself. What for? No reason at all. Mmmm :)

I'm about to change into something ridiculously comfortable, put on some feel-good music, and totally immerse myself in this rare state of mind*

Wonderful day to you and yours,

mj

Elephants...Teeth Sinking Into Heart

Rachael Yamagata's new album is finally released! Despite some of the bad reviews I've read, I actually love her voice a lot in her new album, her stories even more so. I'll have to scribble her down on my wish list for Christmas :)

Christmas?! Holy shiza. It is only October. Only October; yet the year has already wound down and we're well into the last quarter of the year 2008. I sense a year reflection blog coming up soon. As soon as I get a spare minute after my round of midterm exams.

Halloween this year falls on a Friday. My boyfriend and I have set the date down for an outing with all three of our puppies. I just finished shopping today for Shinjie's outfit, myriad of variety of candies, and little Halloween decors. Getting in the spirit, yo. I hope the weather will be as marvelous as last year's.

Phone is ringing,

Ring ring,

mj

Wait up, girl.

When did you become so boring and so ordinary?

Wake up,

mj